About the book: year / When what is happening seems clear to you - in fact, everything is not quite like that. Seeing how a probable future slips away before your eyes, without having time being in your hands can break any person. I couldn’t even imagine the possibility of losing my beloved girl even before she became mine - you wouldn’t wish that on your enemy. Every day I came to her and waited. I was waiting for the impossible: some sign, a glance in my direction... in the hope that miracles are available to sinners. I needed one look from him. On the next road, stopped at a red light, there was a man with whom I could fall in love and marry. People talk about love that takes years to develop - into which you plunge unnoticed. Ours is more like cardiac arrest. The moment our destinies became intertwined, I knew that I would never be the same. I would cherish this man for the rest of my life and choose him as the father of my children. Our story together began quickly, and just as quickly came to an end. Lateness, excuses, lies. One moment, and it was as if we didn’t exist.