About the book: year / Joshua Dawson is my best friend’s ex-boyfriend. This alone is a reason to stay away from him. In addition, he is a well-mannered, loyal, hard-working artist. In general, I should run away from him as fast as I can. It's damn close to perfect. And I prefer men who are difficult to love and easy to leave. Joshua's only drawback is that he wants a “once and for all” relationship, and for the first time in my life, I want the same thing. But loving someone does not mean deserving them. He is everything I want. He's everything I can't have.