About the book: 2022 / We are silent. If I start talking now, we will argue and I will lock her in my apartment. Her husband won't see her! But they make me understand that I have not matured. He is not worthy of her or a relationship with her. It hurts. It turns me inside out. It’s something hellishly unbearable when you’re pushed away by someone without whom you can’t breathe now. “I’ll go,” he leaves. I feel cold without her. - To him? After he entered?! — I clench my jaw, but don’t look back. I can't. - Just work, Van. You don't need anything else. It will hurt both of us. Sorry... The door slams, then the second one... She lies to herself, lies to me. It's infuriating. And I am filled with jealousy because for some reason he is better than me. He behaves like a freak around her, but she comes back to him every evening. Maybe I really don’t understand a damn thing? Maybe she's right? Limitation: 18+