About the book: 2019 / Sometimes it seems that things simply cannot get worse. Obviously it can. How, one wonders, can you say “everything is fine” when you have two tubes in your nose and an oxygen tank like a convict’s weight? And then life wears on me to the fullest - diagnosis after diagnosis, and not only that, soon I begin to be forced to hide from my own friend! Test after test... Let's see if my heart, tormented by operations and defeated self-esteem, can pull me out of the hole in which I dug myself? A book about incurable illness, love, self-acceptance and faith in God.