About the book: year / - If I find out that you are sleeping with someone, and I don’t care whether it’s for money or not, I’ll kill him. Do you understand? - And if I sleep with you, will you kill yourself too? Maybe then we can start right now? I have a big car. He despises me. He wants to destroy, poisons life with his presence. Controls my every step. I was forced to sell my body, and by this act I destroyed our happiness. It has broken into tiny pieces and threatens to injure us both. He loved me madly, and therefore his hatred is truly terrible.