About the book: 2024 / I am not attracted to men. At least that’s what I thought before meeting Nikolai Sokolov. A mafia heir, a notorious bastard and a ruthless monster. A fateful meeting puts me in his path. And now he is already watching me. Behind the quiet artist, the golden boy and twin brother of his enemy. He doesn't seem to care that the odds are stacked against us. In fact, he is going to break my steely control and blur my boundaries. I thought that what bothered me most was being noticed by Nikolai. But I'm convinced from bitter experience that being desired by this beautiful nightmare is much worse.