About the book: year / Lament that love with the true one came too easily? I can, I can, I practice. Meet a wolf on your way that causes rage, but at the same time you are drawn to him no worse than to a couple? Done. Observe, as if from the outside, how the body yearns for another and allows itself to be touched? It’s hard to believe, but the same thing happened. It’s called a nakarkala test. Now I’m sitting and thinking how to get out of this bedlam.