About the book: 2021 / Dear readers! This book is not your average fiction novel; it is based on personal diary entries, my own memory and phone messages that helped me reconstruct the chronology of events. This book is a kind of love story, a detective story, and cognitive psychology. And most importantly, she is alive, she is real, she is real from the first to the last written line, to every saying, word and letter. A book filled with real emotions and feelings, a book WITHOUT CENSORSHIP, without lies and embellishments. Life as it is! From this book you will learn about what we often confuse love with, and what we are actually guided by when choosing a partner. The story is about how manipulators screw in screws and completely tighten nuts; The book will tell you what traps our consciousness falls into when following the lead of destructive individuals, and how we “get caught up” in destructive relationships that drink us to the bottom from the inside, and from which not every qualified psychologist can then help us get out. A story about incredibly twisted lies, meanness and hypocrisy, about the absence of boundaries between normal and unnatural human behavior in society. And yes, the book at first seems like an ordinary romance novel, but don’t worry: I’ll BOMB in the end. Without foreplay, passionately, roughly and to the point of ORGASM! I am an unconventional person, perhaps too open and impulsive, and such a strange act as publishing a personal story with rather juicy details can cause different reactions. But life is too short to worry about what others will think of me. And I’m not sharing a book with you, I’m sharing myself with you! With your stupidity, vices, imperfections, kindness, love, passion, pain, joy, despair and insight... With all the countless diversity that each of us is filled with in our simple and at the same time complex life…