About the book: 2021 / Abstract to the book “Without him” – It’s not my fault, Adlan. You can't imagine how bad I feel without him. You know how much I loved him. - Shut up! – the evil twin hisses and puts a knife to his throat. I can see in his eyes that he is ready to kill me. Craves it. Yesterday I would have begged Adlan to die, but now I can’t let that happen. Cold metal cuts into the skin. “Stop!” – I grab his hand. - Don't do this. Don't kill. - Why? – he ironically raises an eyebrow and bares his teeth. I'm thinking whether to say it or not. After all, if I tell you, I might lose the last thing that keeps me on this cruel planet. And if I don’t tell you, he will kill us both.” “Because in this case you will kill not only me, but also an innocent child.” I am pregnant. I'm expecting a baby from Sultan.