About the book: 2019 / This book is a frank diary of the singer, in which she honestly talks about the side of her life that is hidden from the spotlights and television camera lenses. The departure of her husband from the family made Jennifer think about a lot, remember her poor life with her parents and sisters, dance classes, past marriages and relationships. She came to the conclusion that she lacked self-esteem - as a child, she always tried to be good in order to earn her parents' love. Later, in relationships with men, Jennifer dissolved in her partner and was always dependent on him. In her singing and acting career, managers always helped her, but in her personal sphere she acted at her own peril and risk, not always correctly understanding how and what to do. The selfless, true love of her children made her think about her life (hence the title of the book), and Jennifer realized that she deserves the best.