About the book: year / Abstract He is my obsession. My first love and first disappointment. I am his shadow, an obsessive admirer, ready to do anything for one look. When you achieve what you want, the main thing is to be able to hold the long-awaited gift of fate in your hands, it’s a pity I realized this too late... So, when my family life crumbles into small crumbs, the only thing I can do is talk. Long and frank. Live.