About the book: 2021 / Love is the first serious test of the soul. A timid attempt to find harmony in symbiosis with someone. The realization that someone else’s pain can hurt more than your own .Emotions are overflowing. Illusions, self-deception, “rose-colored glasses” in front of our eyes and belief in miracles. Understanding that not everything in the world happens according to our will. The pain of disappointment, an attempt to understand what exactly was the mistake, why it didn’t turn out at all as expected. I bring to your attention a collection of poems from different years, born under the influence of this feeling.