About the book: 2016 / To wish a calm, measured life. You can have a little more love, all kinds of romance and ease of relationships. Forgot something? Oh yes. Trust! I never had the above, so I could only dream. Who is to blame for this? Don't know. I was simply born at the wrong time, in the wrong place, and maybe even in the wrong world. Few. Now I’m also on the dark side, although I don’t strive for the light. I would really like freedom.