About the book: year / What should a monk do when he suddenly realized that the God of Christ could not create all the horror of the earthly fallen world around him? What should a terminally ill woman do when she suddenly discovers that her husband has been lying and cheating on her all her life? What should a journalist do on an opposition website blocked by the Prosecutor General's Office when she needs an urgent confession, and the priests around her are obsessed with our Crimea? A book about people who seek God.