About the book: year / I lived a calm and measured life. Graduation year and very soon, my dream of becoming a journalist will come true. Finally, I broke up with a guy who did not evoke even a drop of positive emotions in me. I run the school newspaper and love every moment of my life... But everything suddenly changes. He's everywhere. His black eyes follow me everywhere. Even at night he does not leave me, breaking into my head and my dreams again and again. What the hell is happening to me, and he... He pushes me away every time. My curiosity and something else, which I still cannot admit to myself, push me to the wildest stupidity. They push you straight into the clutches of the monster. Who is this?! Or rather WHAT?! And most importantly, how can I live with this??!