About the book: year / With pain and some kind of old resentment, she watched how the patient’s breathing evened out, how he even tried to smile in response to Severus’s words. She didn't remember him ever reacting like that to her own voice. So many years together! We've been through so much. But she was never able to become the most important person in her life for her husband. But I wanted, dreamed and tried very hard.