About the book: 2017 / “Recently, he was increasingly drawn to rehearsing. He sat in front of the window, turned on heavy music, took an unloaded pistol and raised the barrel to his temple. After a minute, two or three, he pulled the trigger. Rehearsed. That's what he called it. Isn't it a spiritual exercise? Even if you know that the clip is empty and there is no cartridge in the barrel... what if? A small, insignificant “suddenly”, possessing a vanishing, almost miraculous probability, turned this vulgar action into a dangerous adventure, from which the intestines froze and all sorts of strange thoughts came to mind.…»