About the book: year / Fear, pain, despair.. Mental disorders, attempted suicide and complete renunciation of the world. I had to experience all this on the way to newfound happiness. I, Adeliya Dmitrievna Romanova, having found myself at the end of the road, having summed up the results, am finally ready to tell the truth. Tell me how much love really costs... I’m ready to tell you how many circles of hell a living person can endure without losing hope. At twenty-one years old, I’m ready to say with certainty that the word “love” is synonymous with the following words like “torture” and “pain.” And why, before finding happiness, I had to forever remember the metallic taste of blood on dry lips.