About the book: 2020 / Lydia and Freddie. Freddie and Lydia. They were together for more than ten years, and Lydia thought that their love was unbreakable, that happiness would last forever, but suddenly Freddie dies in a car accident. And Lydia’s only desire is to hide from everyone in order to mourn her grief. But then something inexplicable happens: Lydia has the opportunity to return to her old life - to where everything was good. Over and over again, she simultaneously lives two lives: in a dream, where her loved one is alive and they are happy, and in reality, where there are those who love her and want to help her, want her to return to a world open to life, and perhaps and for new love...For the first time in Russian!