About the book: 2018 / Is the birth of a child always happiness? It is not customary to talk about this, but it happens that the appearance of children destroys a family. This happened to Jessica and Matthew. Their marriage began to crack when Jessica found out she was pregnant. She was not ready for this, and although Matthew was happy, she had a painful feeling that what was happening was wrong. Motherhood did not bring Jessica the desired peace. She sank more and more into the abyss of depression, experiencing conflicting feelings for her daughter: love, pity, rejection, fear. Jessica hates herself for having these thoughts, but they are stronger than her. Is she the wrong woman? But how to change yourself? What can help her??