About the book: year / I am inhuman, cruel, COLD. My whole life has been an endless struggle for survival. My whole life is loss. I don't know how to forgive. I don't know how to betray. I don't know how to love. I thought I couldn't. Love for her is an obsession, an obsession. Dangerous, destructive, breaking all bones and tearing out the heart with bare hands. A strange woman who became everything. She became the embodiment of all secret vices, hidden madness, all-consuming madness. It is forbidden to love her. This love can take a life. But what is “life” when you are not in it? ***Loving him is painful, dangerous, unbearable. Until your lips are bitten into blood and howling into silence. You cannot ask God for something you cannot bear. Sooner or later it will destroy you. His love will destroy everything in its path and ultimately destroy the world. It will take my life. But do I need it without you? Book 4 in the “I will win you back” series. The story of Vlad Kholodov. Reading BEFORE reading “Until We Meet Again” and “The Cost of Your Mistake” is not recommended.