About the book: 2018 / You don’t like my behavior, you don’t like my words and style of clothing. You hate the taste of cherry lipstick, yet you constantly lick it off my lips. You are trying to remake me, not realizing that this is impossible... You want to understand what is hidden inside me, not realizing that you will be disappointed in my content. You look at me and see a beautiful bright shell, completely unaware that there is a black abyss inside me. I’m gone, I’ve been empty for a long time... She turned my whole life upside down. She turned all the foundations and principles inside out. She lives one day at a time and is not afraid of death. She walks on the edge and gets on my nerves. I myself don’t understand what it is about her that makes me endure her antics every day. I want to understand what is hidden behind this behavior, but more and more often I think that she is an empty vessel that cannot be filled with anything.….