About the book: 2021 / Have you ever wondered why ordinary people try to take away the most precious thing - their own life? I told the true story of myself - a positive activist who killed herself three times. About feelings, illness, madhouse and psychos. My whole story in this story is as it is - without embellishment or exaggeration. Without snot, but with irony. If you want to look into the world of psychos and try to understand us, welcome to our psychodrome!