About the book: 2024 / During the day it’s very easy to cope with this, but at night I can’t even breathe - so much is a wave of loneliness covering me, which seemed to have long gone into sea ​​of ​​the unconscious. Sometimes I take sleeping pills to fall asleep faster, sometimes I go to stupid films and worthless plays, I try to completely lose myself in a book or a song, and finally in writing - but nothing helps..