About the book: 2009 / An uncompromising story for adults about a middle-aged divorced woman who is trying to start a new life and prove to herself and others that happiness is still quite possible for her. She goes to great lengths: she seduces a young waiter at her daughter’s party, changes her place of residence, recklessly indulges in passion, finds friends and enemies, meets love, strives to find God, is ready to commit suicide and even tickle her nerves by committing a crime. But this is not enough for her! Every new “achievement” turns into disappointment…