About the book: 2024 / Here is a unique testimony of a direct participant in the events of the Northern Military District. Lev Trapeznikov not only shows the trench life of the Wagner PMC fighters and their relationships with each other, but also expresses his opinion on the events taking place. The days spent on special training at the Wagner training center, dialogues, trenches, assaults - all this is described here. By showing death and anxiety, the author teaches to appreciate fragile human life and quiet moments of peaceful days. Practical advice needed by those who decide to go to Donbass is of considerable interest. How to stop being afraid of death and, in combat conditions, use moral and psychological techniques to strengthen your psyche - this book explains.