About the book: 2021 / I lost the meaning of life the day the beating heart inside me stopped! I couldn’t survive this loss... But I was deceived... cruelly, dirtyly, mercilessly... And now, three years later, HE bursts into my life. My “hero”, my anchor, changing my reality... But the past attacks, deciding otherwise... Choosing between my son and him, I cannot choose the second, he must understand me... He should, but is not obliged... Contains obscene language.