About the book: 2018 / After the death of her husband, Olesya learns that he was not the same person she knew. Wanting to clear her memory of memories of an unsuccessful family life, she goes to a distant northern village to visit a shaman who knows how to prepare a miracle potion. But for the potion to work, Olesya needs to relive every episode of her past that she wants to forget. Overcoming mental pain, Olesya plunges into memories, going step by step through the history of her relationship with her husband. How many secrets does their family life keep? Will Olesya be able to get rid of the burden of the past, or is she doomed to live under the yoke of her guilt for the rest of her days??