About the book: year / Margaret “Magpie” Lewis began writing notes in her yellow notebook on the day something happened that completely destroyed her family. That night, Erin, her sister, fled the city, leaving Meg to fend for herself. On the night of Brandon Phipp's party. Now, every time she walks through the corridors of the school, Soroka is forced to endure the bullying of her classmates. Feeling like an outcast, she returns again and again to her notebook and an imaginary place that is very close. To a place where her father does not deceive her, her mother does not drink, and Meg’s life has not yet been destroyed. To a place where she would not have to come up with a plan for revenge..