About the book: 2020 / He never denied that he was attracted to me from the first second as soon as he saw me, but he also did not hide the fact that he hated himself for this irresistible attraction. He brought me to his place shortly after my eighteenth birthday, as soon as I crossed the threshold of the orphanage, saying that I would live with him without any explanation, and that I had no choice and never would. Time passed, but he never allowed me to feel the feelings that he felt for me. It has always been this way. But in an instant everything changed...