About the book: year / Without the slightest embarrassment, with the smallest intimate details, the heroine of this frank, soul-tearing book talks about her life. Lonely and happy. Dangerous and magical. Hopeless and giving hope. Contradictory, like Elena herself, who is listed as Alexey on her passport. How is her relationship with her mother, with her loved ones, rapists, friends, colleagues. With myself. With peace. With all of us.