About the book: year / The story of the life and views of a young man who at some point experiences the feeling of love and becomes a different person, trying to change his lifestyle (obscene and walking) and fill it with feelings for the girl. However, having lost the source of love, he inevitably returns to self-destruction. The hero’s internal struggle with himself, namely with the obscene and deeply sensual and experiencing essences within himself. With the help of the said girl, he discovers in himself the opportunity to experience a strong, high, sincere feeling - a feeling of love, although he denies it at first. He is so amazed by her, and she becomes the embodiment of the sacred experience of his soul, that he cannot and does not want to call her by name. The girl’s name does not appear in the book, since the main character does not want to lock her into a material framework, and her image is higher than a simple combination of letters and sounds - a name. A current topic for contemporaries.