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  • MediaDB / «Things I wanted to say (but didn't)" Monica Murphy: download fb2, read online

    About the book: 2021 / Whit Lancaster burst into my life like a hurricane. Dark and thunderous, furious and ferocious. Cold, heartless and devastatingly beautiful, like the statues in our school gardens. At the school where his name is emblazoned on the building. He can't do anything wrong here because it's his property. He's a threat to the campus. He is adored and feared. They hate and respect. His mocking words dig into my skin, tearing me apart. And yet his gaze burns my blood, fills me with a longing that I do not understand. When I stumble upon him one night, all alone, I find him broken. In the blood. My instincts are screaming at me to leave and let him suffer, but I can't. I drag him into my room. I'll put it in order. I fell for his lies. I let him take over every part of me until I was the only one left, suffocated and broken. When he leaves me alone in the dead of night, he takes my diary with him. Now he knows all my secrets. My hatred. My truth. And they promise to use it all against me. I will be broken if my darkest secret becomes known to everyone. So I make a deal with the devil. In exchange for my diary, I allowed Whit to destroy me behind closed doors.