About the book: 2021 / This book is about the writer, his friends, about external and internal conflicts, about love and hate, about the causes and consequences of popularity, about questions and answers, about life, about how people overcome circumstances and how they surrender to the mercy of fate, about the fact that everyone has their own truth, about the fact that in the fall there is beauty, and in the sublime there is disgusting. And that all this can be in one person. And, of course, about impulsive actions due to alcohol.