About the book: year / I am needy. I'm broken. Abrupt breaks in my numbness only open more wounds. Depression, self-harm, bullying... this is my reality. Sex and boys... my salvation. The difference between truth and lies is blurred, leaving me torn, lost and confused. While the monsters that live in my head want to destroy me, the two men I love are trying to save me. This is my story of friendship, heartache and the grueling journey that is mental illness. Sometimes you have to lose to find...