About the book: 2007 / Thoughts about this woman broke my brain; the sight of her caused genital anxiety. It was easier to kill her than to make her yours; It's easier to curse than to understand. Looking at the hostess - the owner of the Multi-Colored Pedals club, Arina Balovantseva, her personal secretary Valera felt: next to her you need to be a hero - noble, generous, courageous. Or not to be at all, to leave Arina’s orbit... But how to leave - if she attracts and beckons, if life around her becomes bright and meaningful! And how can you admit that you, a man, are not only not a hero, but are also inferior to a woman in all respects?! Envy. Envy grew in Valera's soul. I wanted to prove that Balovantseva is not so good, that her greatness is just a PR stunt. And one day this opportunity presented itself.