About the book: 2018 / Every person is afraid of something, be it a fear of heights or a fear of water. Those who say that they are not afraid of anything in this life are simply liars. Over the course of seventeen years, I developed only one, strong and all-consuming. He came to me in an instant and will now remain with me forever. This is the fear of loss. I have my life completely planned out. A feeling of confidence in the future was the norm for me. I never tried to stand out from the crowd, the word ordinary didn’t bother me, I liked it. Being in the wrong place at the wrong time everything changed.