About the book: year / When guilt eats away at the body like an ulcer, you begin to dream of death coming. But even that doesn't seem like atonement for what you did. And then only painful self-murder, it seems, is at least to some extent capable of correcting what has been done. Dima did something for which he still cannot forgive himself - he betrayed a dear and beloved person, hurt him unbearably, and now believes that he has no place in this world. He decides to kill himself slowly, abandoning his previous life and locking himself within four walls, alone with his memories and conscience. Everyone considers Anya a soulless doll, and she successfully maintains this image, because it is easier to live this way after what happened to her earlier . Now she is not going to love anyone, because no one is worthy of her feelings. And she is ready to act out in life the image with which she was branded. They meet completely by chance to understand that they can become a real light for each other, capable of illuminating their souls buried alive.