About the book: year / Muscovite Violetta Belyantseva, an economist, in the subway comes across an advertisement about the theft of children. The thief's face awakens strange memories of her childhood. Violetta's life is work and home. She begins to have nightmares, and at work she again comes across an identikit of the thief. Violetta and her psychologist friend are interested in the practice of lucid dreaming and go to a seminar led by esotericist and psychologist German Bogin. He makes an unpleasant impression on Violetta. She decides not to attend his seminars anymore. The nightmares are becoming more varied and more reliable, Violetta remembers that she was kidnapped as a child, and now fragments from the past haunt her not only in dreams, but also in reality. She tells her friend about this. She advises turning to Bogin, citing that he is a good specialist. Violetta doesn’t like this, but after a while she finally makes up her mind and calls him. The goddess is interested in her case, and he agrees to help. They undergo several trainings and develop a friendship. With the help of the Goddess, Violetta penetrates deeper into her past, discovering new details, and realizes that she was abducted not by a person, but by a terrible creature. Igor unexpectedly appears in her life, a man with whom she had a long-term relationship, but then there was a breakup. Igor will return to the way things were, Violetta will not. Igor begins to pursue her, she believes that the culprit is jealousy of the Goddess, with whom she becomes even closer. During the training, Violetta learns that the creature that kidnapped her is called the “goddess.” The similarity between this name and the name of the psychologist scares her. Igor's actions become obsessive. Violetta and Bogin agree to play a couple and thus discourage Igor. But a fight between men occurs and Igor dies a strange death. Violetta realizes that he is connected to the creature. She is in constant tension. Bogin conducts the last training, after which they find themselves in the world of the creature. After overcoming many difficulties, Violetta destroys the creature. She and the Goddess return to the familiar world. In the Cherdyn maternity hospital, a young mother looks out the window at her husband. A nanny comes into the room, reminds her about the doctor’s examination and looks attentively at her newborn daughter. The mother notes that the nanny is strange, but quite friendly. The mother goes for a check-up, and when she returns, the child is gone. The finale is a creature pretending to be a nanny, looking at the windows of the maternity hospital, hugging the stolen child and laughing. An old woman passes by, is frightened by the creepy laughter and quickens her pace. When she turns around, there is no one on the snowy road..