About the book: year / Amidst the chaos of my life, I realized that not all wars can be won. Now I see it. The stubbornness disappeared, allowing me to see my unrealistic desire to overthrow a powerful criminal empire. I see it... and it's too late. I couldn't turn my back on my family... even when I knew I should. Everything would be fine. Everything should be fine... but it's not, and now the betrayal is too obvious to ignore. I blame my brother... I blame my friend... ...I blame myself.