About the book: 2023 / Returning to my hometown, I sincerely hoped that he had left, disappeared, evaporated, gone missing. But the meeting was inevitable. My first love, my pain, my personal hell. Five years passed between us, dozens of mistakes behind us, ups, downs, attempts to build our ideal life, but everything turned out to be empty once we saw him.*** I no longer hoped for a meeting, and therefore its appearance was more than unexpected, sudden, stunning, striking. Years passed between us and there wasn't a day that I didn't think about her..