About the book: 1994 / With love for psychological details and captivating frankness, the author describes the life story of Merry Houseman, a beautiful and pragmatic woman, a popular Hollywood movie star. The reader follows the path of Merry’s life quest, who, with sobriety and prudence, tries on fame and worship, sexual entertainment and perversion, consciously becomes part of the world of global “buying and selling” around her and ultimately comes to disappointment and inner emptiness. abstract